I have so many places, events, people and sights that I want to see or do in my life and I am having a very difficult time deciding where to begin, where to end and what the middle should look like. As a person who is, by nature, a planner, but forces herself to be more free spirited and has tried to adopt a roll-with-the-punches attitude, I am trying not to plan my whole future by Christmas, but I just feel that if I don't plan it, then I might miss something. That being said, I am sure my plans would change as soon as I made them because I am always finding another cool idea and another plan for after my contract here in Taiwan.
Let me explain this better through an example. When I first came to Taiwan I had planned that I would finish my contract here then go back to Canada for a bit to see my friends and family and save some money then I would jet off to South America, Nicaragua to be exact and teach English there for a yr. Then I was looking through some pictures from when I was in Holland and was talking to my 2nd cousin/friend Frederike back in Holland I started looking into ways to live there and even signed up for an Au Pair agency online (yet I have put no serious effort into it), and now some of my family back in Holland are emailing me to get more information so that they can help me find a job there. Then I started really getting into the swing of things here in Taiwan and I thought about staying here another year to make some money and travel Asia a little more, because I am not satisfied with see only Taiwan and the Philippines, I want to see more! Then I went to the Philippines and absolutely loved it! It's kind of hard to explain, but if you have ever gone somewhere and just had that feeling like, man I belong here! Well that's the feeling I got on Siquijor Island in the Philippines. And although I did make a lot of friends there and even bagged myself a Filipino boyfriend, it was the island itself that captured me. There is a song by Madonna, "La Isla Bonita", and translated it means "The Beautiful Island" and she sings about her love for the island itself. And if you substitute San Pedro for San Juan then you have my song for Siquijor. I have briefly thought about what my life would be like living on this island, things like living a slower paced, relaxed life, living on a beautiful mountain with views of the ocean, having my own coconut trees, banana trees, pamelo trees, coco plant trees, eggplant, and pineapple stalks (to name a few), building my own house and business for only 30-40 thousand US$. These are all hypothetical because for now it is not the right move for me but maybe in the future... However, I do still love the island and want to go back to visit, which is leading me to want to stay in Asia for at least another year so I can go back there as well as see more off Asia.
So now the dilemma is which country to I teach in? Stay in Taiwan, go somewhere in Indochina? I am not sure yet. And who knows based on my previous track record, maybe I will change my mind again. The worst part is I still like all of the previously mentioned plans for myself! I still want to go to Nicaragua again to see my friends there, I want to live in Holland still to get closer to my roots and spend time with family and friends, I want to go back to Canada to see my family and friends, and I want to spend more time in Asia!
I guess it is time to explain a little about my 3 weeks summer vacation. I went to the Philippines for 2.5 wks by myself. When I got there I met a fellow Canadian who was also teaching English in Taiwan and she stayed with my on Siquijor for 2 days. She had other travel plans that didn't mesh with mine and I was fine with that. I had planned to stay on Siquijor for 5 days then move to another island. While on Siquijor, however, I made some new friends and they told me about a disco on Friday, so I stayed an extra day. Then they told me about another disco on Saturday, so I stayed until Monday because Sunday would not be a good day for a day of ferry travel, considering the past two nights were spent getting drunk at discos. But as Monday was approaching, I started realising that the burn on my leg, from the kick-start motorbike I tried to use on my first day in the Philippines, was not going to allow me into the ocean at all during my trip. For this reason I decided to stay on Siquijor with all my new friends, who were taking care of me, and I moved to my boyfriends house in order to save money. All things that would not have happened if i went to another island. But the main reason I stay was that I loved this island! I could just sit at the park in San Juan, Siquijor and it felt perfect. I didn't have to do anything, just being there made me happy. My friends started putting leaves on my burn to help it heal and keep the sun off it, and I have never seen something heal a wound so fast! It's been three weeks and it nearly gone ! I was sad to leave Siquijor, I even cried because I would really miss the island, my friends and my boyfriend.
As much as I missed, and still miss being on Siquijor, My return brought me another trip. Smaller in size but still fun and relaxing. I went back to Kenting with two girlfriends, and we basically sat on the beach and I was able to swim in the ocean at this point! We did that for 2 days and then we had to come back on Sunday so that we could work on Monday.
I just finished the second day of my second semester! It's nice right now because I am only teaching K classes, until the elementary students return next week. This means my days are short, and the fact that I have Monday, Tuesday and Friday mornings off made my first two days even shorter. It's a nice way to ease back into working. I also found out that this semester is two weeks shorter than last semester, I am finished on January 22, Chinese New Year is on January 23. I have two long weekends this semester, which will be nice. And maybe the best thing of all is I have more hours which means more pay and I'm going down from 20% tax being take from me to 6%, this means that I can save a lot more money than I had planned. :)
Until Next Time,
Denise